Last night was Ruth's worst night yet. She would not go to bed. She would fall asleep in my arms but she would not let me put her down. I let her cry for about 20 minutes twice but finally had to get up and hold her cause my sister-in-law Kasey is visiting and I wanted her to get some sleep. She wouldn't really settle though. She would sit quietly with her eye's closed then start to cry till I patted her and talked to her. We repeated that process until 12:45 am then I put her down. I thought she'd sleep then cause she had been up for so long but then she started to cry. I finally sent Mike to hold her at 1:15am for a while cause I had hit my breaking point. I was so tired. I had changed her bum, fed her at midnight and got as much air out of her as I could but nothing was working. He still had her at 5:30am when I woke up to check on her. I fed her and put her to bed where she is still. I can't wait to hit the 8 week mark when babies usually start sleeping through the night.

But don't worry about me:) I'm totally eating brownies and ice cream for breakfast right now!